Asked by Anonymous
And you will always be an idiot. Have ‘fun’ in your small world grey world. I’m in a world full of colour and love it. Also you don’t fully believe your words as you said this anonymous.
Reblogged from absolutelymadness
This seems an all too common occurrence for me.
(Source: thekidsnotmyson)
My day started out typical, had my coffee and cigarette. I had not slept the night before so just wanted to my stuff as fast as possible.
I had to be at an appointment at 9.45am so I had my taxi booked for 9.15am. He didn’t arrive until 9.20am. Those five minutes changed the whole course of my day and possibly week(s).
I was in the back of the taxi for maybe 5 minutes as I watched the driver get distracted, the car in front not moving but us approaching it very fast. The next minute SLAM. I was wearing my seat belt but was flung forward hard and whacked my whole body against the front seat by chest whacking the stick I was carrying with such force. The pain was horrific. The air bags in the front went off and I was inhaling all the smoke as I screamed. I went into shock quite fast.
I suffer with anxiety and panic attacks anyway so I have not calmed down all day. My anxiety started when I was hit by a speeding car at 12.
I have to say thank you to a wonderful man in my life at this point. I got him to phone me and he calmed me down and sorted out my appointment. He lives in London and I am up in the North West area so he couldn’t be with me but I knew if he could he would. He did the rational stuff while I was a wreck. As I knew the crash was about to happen and as it happened he and my cat was all I could think about. The mistakes, missed opportunities and how much I loved him. Also how pretty damn amazing he is.
At the hospital I found out I had whiplash and my chest and shoulder are badly bruised inside, even on the bone. I have heavy duty pain killers here that haven’t even touched the pain.
I guess I am making this blog public because I thought my day was set. I had my plans. Never forget to tell someone you love them. Spend that extra few seconds in your day texting someone you love, kissing someone you love and making sure they know you love them. I have been a zombie of late, out of touch with life and what is around me. Today made it come back with a huge jolt.
Asked by Anonymous
So important that you are anonymous?! I smell a rat!!
I add you and then you send me an evil virus filled link?
Our connection is broken. I remember the time we connected so well. Now miles apart and at different ends of a book. Time to put an end to it.
Asked by Anonymous
Why not :O … I’ll beg. Or pout… Oh god don’t make me pout and batt my eyelashes. What is stopping you from telling me.. If we have spoke before. How do you know I don’t … well you know.
